Recognizing How Lost We Are
Unless
guidance comes from that source beyond, we keep moving from one place in the conventional dimension to another place in the same dimension. We haven't got the vaguest idea of what awaits us, of
what is possible in our
potential. We don't know the extent, the depth, the infinite possibilities that lie underneath the surface. So we tend to judge everything by our
knowledge, attitudes, and feelings that come from the surface. We don't know that by taking that knowledge to be final knowledge, we identify with the very barriers that prevent the depth from emerging and guiding us. This is why the conventional dimension is a state of spiritual sleep, of
being spiritually lost. When we recognize that we are lost and that we cannot move out of our lostness with the conventional knowledge we have, we become aware of the
terror of our situation. We recognize just how lost we are and how scary that is. We realize that whatever we try to do -- read books, practice this or that
technique, attend this or that workshop, try to figure out things ourselves -- we do not feel any less lost. Our situation really is much more difficult, much more profound, than we allow ourselves to see for a long
time. That's why we speak of the terror of the situation -- because it is so frightening to finally realize and admit how lost we are, and how at the mercy we are of so many elements that we have no handle on. The terror of the situation has a lot to do with how much we believe what we think we know, with how much we are caught in the gravity of our planet of conventional
reality, believing it to be the centre of the
universe -- and sometimes all that exists. We usually do not realize that our
experience of reality has to shift only a little bit and all
will disappear, leaving us totally terrified. Our only
hope is a guidance, a discernment, an indication that comes from a realm beyond.